The day that never ends

Most mornings when you wake up you have an inkling of how the day is going to go and on Thursday when I woke up I was a little crabby and it seemed that everything started on the wrong foot, it was one of those moments where I felt as if I was just running into every single obstacle known to woman. I won't share all of my trials for the day but here are the highlights.

I woke up not ready for the day and a little out of sorts since my Thursday felt like a monday, when I took the dog out for a little walk she decided that we had to walk around the block 3 times before she would poop. Seriously 3 times, it was hot and humid and by the time I was done I knew this was going to be a long day. But we get in the house and I start making my lunch, I didn't want what I had and I didn't really want to spend money on a mediocre sandwich at work. I love when it seems to take forever to get out the door, it took me an eternity for a variety of reasons I won't share at this moment.

I finally get in the car and out the door, I know better than to call anyone because I am really really crabby at this point which is fine at least I know it. I get to work and go straight to the library because I just couldn't stand to look at anyone. I was remarkably productive in that time but it wasn't perfect or nearly as much as I wanted but I did get several pages written and that was glorious. I finally went up to my office which was good.

I had a doctors appointment in the afternoon for what I thought was a verbal communication and more of the hey lets schedule those procedures that I need to have done NOT a surprise let's have another biopsy. Really, I went to the doctor and it was like nope lets have another just to see if the results are the same and most likely you are going to have to have surgery to remove this nasty. Holy f-word, surgery.

At this point all I can here in my head is this quote that I have seen on pinterest often over the last several weeks...

Sometimes life just hits you with its best shot...

At this point I go back to my office since I left my laptop there and I just want to go home but I have to talk to the boss for a few. By the time I get out of the office it is almost 5 and all I want is to drink heavily... cue to going out to dinner. Sometimes I just want to say I am going to sit in my room alone with my dog and this bottle of vodka so don't bother me. But it is not about me it is about loving the people in your life for the time that you have them.

I am going to be honest if I had known that was in store for me yesterday I would have never gotten our of bed. In science you have to know when to just throw in the towel, in life you don't get to throw in the towel you have to keep going until you can get a drink or back into bed... I am looking forward to a new day today.